i had lost hope and was out in my worst. the cream benetton over sized short skirt, the blue striped tee. was waiting at icici as instructed and thinking how to react when we'd meet! things don't work out as you plan - do they~ i stood there frozen, and my heart shed a tear. still the same. a white checked shirt and a dark blue denim. adidas simple white and blue shoes. and with the prettiest fingers. we greet each other with a hi, though wanting to move a little further an give a light hug, but not happening! touched my cheeks lightly and says - you still look the same! you too!
i now recall words of upendra giri - the training for pmi will bring a change in your lives. everything in life is a project which has a beginning and a definite end. all successful projects need to go through the project life cycle phases for a successful 'completion'. we generally tend to initiate, plan, execute, monitor and control and then throw in the towel. closure remains; leaving us all restless and incomplete. even if the project was not successful, you must must ensure that the project is closed, with the lessons learnt and only then move on. but we don't do a proper closure, don't find it important enough. and that is what makes it most difficult to move on; that is making it most difficult to move on... would you ever understand? i know now, it is for this reason i have not been able to move on - i chicken out every time there is a topic on commitment. i need closure. but it seems now it is already too late for one!
certain defects were not fixed; deferred and rejected. they have become a part of the system now. no hot fixes, no new deployments seem to effect them anymore.
